my first message to E , i think she tried too hard to be a chinese and at the same time a malay ( i know u will ask "what talking u?") she is a mix but still a malay ,no matter what kind of mix. like a cake, start with flour ,mix with egg and other stuff and u still get a cake.you don't get sup by using cake's resipi. not decriminating here. just try to explain why E is trying to hard. u can't be two place in the same time. . i hamy advise for her be yourself. your nothing special by being a mandrin speaking malayve friends back my home town that can speak much better then nelson and still talk malay to me( never see that gal for a long time already dunnot she still remember me or not) .i even have a friend who is an indian , help his father sell cin dol sometime now study medical,who's chinese is better then mine(i admit that) but he still speak malay to other chinese and not showing off.most of the ppl don't know that. sometimes ppl think i crazy walking to myself but in fact i'm taking to him.they never think that he can talk mandrin ,feel good to look at those chinese's face with we chat (suprise and really looks like an idiot).
u ketuk orang best ler.tapi saya ketuk mak die,die macam nak saye tarik balik kate-kate saye.ini yang but saye rase tak puas tapi saye tak tarik balik pun hehe. just hoping that E can get this message.