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To: "Mayriana" hey, how are you?sorry for not emailing you lately coz mmu these few days banyak virus....my pc pun kena...tapi belum drastic lagi....terkena virus kecit˛ je..server pun slalu down...apelar... today dah masuk second week of my 2nd sem....banyaknyer keje...assignments after assignments....tutorials yang belambak...presentation....and worst...ade MUET!!!you pun kena ambik MUET tak?mine is on at the end of this month...writing, speaking, reading(objective) so, hmm...banyak benda happening for me these few days...and semuanyer bad news...guess what...i failed driving again!!!! baka(bodoh in japanese) i was so sad...guess i'm not ready for it....this time i terlanggar pole...aarrghh...i feel so bad n stupit!!!Rm300 hangus macamtu je...so now i told my parents that i'm just gonna renew my L till i'm ready to sit for the exam again...maybe during second sem cuti....they oso stuju...they told me its orite...i think this happened for a reason...imagine if i had passed...then i'll be tempted to drive...then when i go on the road....something might happend to me rite?...terpaksalah...gotta be optimistic a bit...sigh... whatodo...nasib...takdir... about musawwir pulak...i think its over between me and him. He msged me saying he was sorry for not calling...sed he was busy...i tak balas his msg pun...so i balik skolah, he chatted on yahoo saying that he was sorry and all...but he has done it so many times...so i sabo him nicely until he sed he was sorry for wasting my time with him...he also sed stuff which what losers would usually say...then that was it...we didn't contact since then...so its over...6 and a half years down the drain...it was ugly...frankly speaking...didn't expect it to end up like that...oo..he sed he still loves me...aaah pegilah....coz i have to end this...i cannot lie to him and myself even..i don't have any feelings towards him anymore...all this while the feeling i had..i realised it was not love...it was obligation..i was obligated to feel n care for him coz it has been going on for so long...and that's not fair n not rite...better stop it b4 it gets worst well about m, hanging out with him is fun...until one day...he started to change me..asking me to wear nicer cloths..put on some make up...i was like what is wrong with you?..so then two days ago he told me to not hangout with them too often..asked me to mix around with other groups ...sed ppl might talk...i think i know who are the "ppl" he meant...its the other guys from the group...one of them...from kedah named j, probably reminded him not to get too close to me...the fact that i'm a malay and all....bcoz i don't think m would say this to me if it wasn't for "some ppl" who asked him to say this to me...you see...ppl like j,chinese from kedah, is probably jealous of the fact that m has a close girl friend...in kedah somore u rarely find girls mixing with guys...coz they are too conservative...so too badlah...y must hasut other ppl's friendship? anyway, i just went on with the flow...i didn't mix too much with them...and guess what? m doesn't seem to be happy with it...i can see that every time if i act like i seldom talk to him he will be very quiet and moody...then when i talk to him or make eye contact with him..then he will be happy and chatty again...and when i talk and mix with another group...he will come later and say.."oo, seems like you've got some new friends oredi." haha, he wants me to not mix with their group so much then now he is monitoring ...seeing who i mix with...so immature...he doesn't know what he wants...i know he really likes me hanging around with him...but ape nak buat ...peer pressure(from the other guys that is)..you know...m and i always make eye contact in class....sometimes he even winks at me...but in a friendly teasing way...so sometimes the other guys also realised that...so that's y this is happening...sigh...what a time to experience this...i wanna make this clear...i don't have any "feelings" towards him yet...i'm just quite confused about what is happening...y is he doing this?izzit really bcoz of peer pressure or the fact that he is not sure about his feelings towards me...frankly speaking, sometimes he says stuff which he later laughs and makes it as though it was a joke, but sometimes i wonder whether he actually means it or not ...coz there are times when he says it in not a jokingly tune...i really hope things will be as usual again... sorry for the long mail...coz i really need someone to give some advise on the forth paragraph issue....anyway hope you will tell me more on your story...ehm˛ ..also..i kirim salam to your family okie...see ya.. |
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