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Date: Sun, 10 Aug 2003 12:27:56 +0100 (BST)
From: "mayriana michael" | This is spam | Add to Address Book
Subject: Re: "Encouragement"
To: "Elisha"

hi.cepat ye u balas. anyway my life sekarang tgh giler coz i'm studying like mad.so takde ape2 exciting.ttg budak lelaki tu i malas nak layan perasaan sbb walaupun takde bf i tak rase ape2. tapi kalau respon dia bagus i might think twice.hehe but for now takdelah. i pergi kolej belajar&just be nice to everyone.sometimes chit chat ngan kengkawan yg tak berapa ramai.tapi takpelah.i'll be fine.

ttg my sis dia tgh frust sbb baru putus cinta.tak ade persefahaman.well i guess it's normal to putus cinta.berjuta2 org putus cinta kat dunia ni.both of my sisters are working very hard to build their career.anyway i'm happy with the way things are with my family now.i tak nak diorang kawin cepat2 and leave home.my father pernah cakap biar kawin lambat, yg penting ade kualiti.

last week my cousin kawin kat johor.she's 21 yrs old. i tolong dia ngan kenduri lepas tu dpt berkaraoke sampai mlm ngan my cousins and their frens.it was so much fun.

so that's all from me.
ttg ur frens tu u jgnlah selalu sgt kaluar ngan diorang.bukannye ape boys will be boys.kalau keluar pastikan beritahu ur frens and ur mum.for safety precautions.hehe
byeeeee

Elisha wrote:

oi, ape fikirČ lagi? go for him la...haiyo...anyway last time u n mustaqim pun bukanye serious sangat...what i mean is that he didn't cheat you or something. Doesn't mean that u failed once u will fail forever...if you think this guy is okay then y not give it a shot..maner tau...maybe something good will turnout....hehehhe..
eh, he really asked you to sing n he's gonna play the guitar? that's cool! see, he's trying to be a bit chummy with you...hehehe...but i still think u should concentrate more on the mc part.....you can develope your masscom skills from there what...singing is kinda difficultlar....but u can try la if u have the confidence...but i think u suit the mc role more la..

so, how's ur family la? everybody okie?ur sis bile mau kahwin?u tell me more about ur life there lar from time to time.u never told me bout that guy also b4 this....ape lar takye malu punye dengan saye..

as for me here everything is, well, not what i expected. i thought the malays here will be quite open minded about people like us...mixed but it turns out to be vise versa...i dunno how ler...i'm taking one day at the time....see how it goes. i also dunno how it became like this....i have not many girl friends instead i have a lot of guys friends....n some of them ajak their other friends to come lepak at the mamak stalls n they start to smoke...i don't like that....i just have to cross my fingers n hope that none of the lecturers or ustat pass by only...or else they might be thinking what kind of girl i am. i realise that at this age, many guys smoke, so if u find a guy who doesn't indulge in these unhealthy stuff, then just be thankfulla...don't be that choosy okie....also remember to maintain your cool u know..... main mahal sikit pun ler...

oh to answer ur question, i think i still have some feelings for musawwir...because i terharulah the he says certain stuff n that if i just feel lonely n i wanna talk to him, all i have to do is just miss call him...then he will surely call back...but like i sed...there are so many things holding me back...like the fact that he smokes, n my mom doesn't like him, so i don't know how now...i feel happy everytime he calls so it' skinda hard for me to just forget or let him go...difficultla ..i've liking him for 6 f***ing years!!!how pathetic is that!!

hey, will you be having ur break after ur exams? bcoz i will be but i have continue my driving, so, when i have no driving classes maybe we can go out okie...just makan nearby like that day....somebody now can drive already rite? senangnye...bahagianye...
hey did u get my icq msgs i sent saying that i had sent u the e-mail one?
mvrm...hear from ya soon...byeČ